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Pheeewww… it’s been a while since the last time I update this blog. So so so many things happened for the past few months. Some are good and some are bad. But hey, everything happens for a reason right? Patience is the key.

My work kinda okay. Cannot tell much. Very dangerous. You know what I mean…

As for my personal life, frankly speaking, I changed a lot. I really mean it, A LOT. Especially since early July with its peak at the end of July. I just can’t believe it all happened just like that. But Alhamdulillah, I have been changed for good. Particularly for someone but it’s good for everyone that surrounds me and also for my life.

Dan kini, dah masuk bulan Ramadhan. Memang benar, Ramadhan merupakan bulan rezeki dan juga pelbagai dugaan yang menduga. Terlalu banyak dugaan yang berlaku kali ini. Namun aku tetap sabar. Aku fikir positif. Aku tenangkan hati, tenangkan diri. Buat sehabis baik dan jangan putus asa. Selesaikan masalah satu persatu. Fikir yang terbaik untuk setiap perbuatan kerana setiap langkah & keputusan akan mengubah masa depan. Sememangnya masa depan itu sudah ditentukan oleh Allah SWT, cuma aku perlu berusaha dan harus lakukan yang terbaik dalam segala apa yang aku lakukan.

“Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib hambanya melainkan hambanya itu mengubah nasibnya sendiri…” surah Ar-Ra’d, ayat 11.

Bagi aku, kita jangan terlalu memikirkan hal yang bukan-bukan sehingga mengganggu fokus dan perasaan diri sendiri. Kita jangan terlalu memperbesarkan hal yang kecil. Dengan berfikiran negatif, amat susah untuk kita lakukan sesuatu, amat susah untuk fokus dan amat susah untuk teruskan hidup. Kita sebagai manusia sememangnya akan sentiasa mencari kepuasan hidup, sentiasa mencari kesempurnaan, tetapi kita harus belajar untuk bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Mungkin dengan ketidaksempurnaan atau kekurangan itu yang akan melengkapkan kehidupan. Mana nak tahu kan…

Hari ini dah masuk 21 Ramadhan 1413 Hijrah. Lagi 9 hari untuk menyambut Syawal / Hari Raya. Aku harap ada sinar ataupun suatu perkara yang positif yang menanti pada Syawal kali ini. Semoga dengan setiap kesabaran dan kecekalan aku akan ada hikmahnya pada Syawal nanti. Aku sudah lakukan yang terbaik, dan aku cuma berserah dan bertawakkal.

Oh ya, raya nanti seminggu aku bercuti. Teringin gak nak gi jalan2 ke luar KL masa raya nanti. Entah la. Tengok mcm mana nanti. Masa kecik2 dulu, kalau gi beraya rumah sedara ke rumah orang memana ke, dapat gak duit raya. Sekarang ni mana nak dapat, dah tua. Kena bagi duit raya ada la. Hahaha. Sebab tu malas nak gi beraya memana, tak dapat hasil. Hahaha.

I think that’s all for now. Takde idea nak tulis apa dah. Will update more soon, I hope.

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke 53. Malaysia Merdeka.

Wassalam…

I’ve made my decision that my trip to New Zealand might be cancelled due to some circumstances. Gotta save money for something priority and also got no confirmed friends to go with me. Well, by this September I should know who’s going and who’s not. But whatever it is, my heart feels 30% to go for the trip. This is the 3rd time I postponed the trip. Huhuhu.

Oh yea, I have some more to say. I hate that when something happened, or at least something being assumed mistakenly, and then all things are not the same as it used to be. It used to be great, happy, fun…but all has changed. I wonder why…

Well, life must go on. Buang masa je nak bermurung. Baik teruskan kehidupan.

Salam,

It’s been a while since I last blogged about my new workplace. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. The place is nice with lots of fun activities and such. Claimable phone & internet bills and other things. Alhamdulillah. Very interesting new career to work for.

But since I worked here, I haven’t got the chance to go for a holiday. So, tomorrow I’ll be going to Terengganu, might be alone or with friends. Friday is Wesak Day and I take leave on Monday. Total 4 days holiday. Not sure about where i’ll be staying as I just wanna take the risk by not to book any hotels/motels/rumah tumpangan. Hehehe. After all, I have some friends there, might meet them for lepak-lepak. InsyaAllah.

As for now, I want to save my money for my New Zealand trip by end of this year or early next year. Might be going there for 18 days, if time permits. Don’t know yet who will be following me. Anyone?

Actually I don’t know what to write anymore. Not so much stories to talk about. Well, I think that’s all for now. Thanks for reading…

Salam to all…

Dah lama gile tak update blog ni. Hahaha. I’m really sorry as I don’t have the idea to update and do much to my blog. Well, this time I do have something to talk about.

I got a new job! Alhamdulillah. Actually I already started at my new workplace last Wednesday and everything went well. This company called Cybersecurity Malaysia. It’s an agency under MOSTI. I’m working as an Analyst. I can’t tell much about the description as I’m prohibited from telling to public of what I do. But what I can say is that it’s just like the CSI, but mine is CyberCSI. Hehehe. Hopefully I will stay here for a long time.

What else eh..hmm… I’ll be finishing my business proposal by middle of this year I hope. Hopefully will have the time to manage all that.

Oh  yea,  I’m very active at Facebook. So, if  you have a Facebook, do add  me at  http://www.facebook.com/irwandy

Lastly, i hope it’s not too late to wish a Happy New Year 2010 to everybody!

After months of hesitating, at last I finally made my decision. Some of the people who knew me knows about what decision that I’ve made and some of you even thought that I’m going to get married which is totally wrong. Hahaha. Well, here we go…

I’m resigning from my current job.

Yes. It is true. Hehe. Takde la surprise sgt pun kan. Anyway, I got my own reasons why I resigned. I think it wouldn’t be appropriate to discuss it in here. Just that I feel I would do better, feel better and be more successful than I am right now with my current job. Sometimes it’s good to Hijrah isn’t it? Well, I’ve found it and this is the time.

After 3 years of serving the company, at last I put it to an end. I guess this is one of the hardest decision that I’ve ever made. Asyik tangguh je, pastu rasa macam tak yakin but I did it with full of confidence. Without doubt, ramai yg terkejut with my decision but that’s how it’s going to be.

Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. Trust your instincts. I have my plans ahead dan dengan keizinan Allah SWT, harap2 segala plan itu berjaya. InsyaAllah.

And now, I’m preparing to transfer my work & knowledge. Calon pengganti aku belum ada lagi. Entah bila aku pun taktau. I have 17 more working days to do all that stuffs. Belum lagi tolak cuti 4 hari yg aku nak apply utk gi Pulau Mabul nanti.

Lastly, I hope I’ve made the right decision. I chose this way to pursue my dreams and I have to face whatever the outcomes will be. Semoga jalanku ini dipermudahkan olehNya. Amin…

This is my Hijrah…