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Just came back from Cherating last weekend. Just to clear up my mind. Kinda boring over there. But glad to have Kuantan friends. Hmm…I don’t know what to write anymore. Feels like wanna quit my job.

This weekend I’m going to Kuching for wedding job…phheewwww..

I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.

Well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don’t want.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
I’m going home.

by Chris Daughtry – Home

Just got back from Jakarta. It’s my 3rd trip to Jakarta. I was travelling alone for 3 days and 2 nights. I stayed at Parklane Hotel, Jakarta. Just nearby the “Terowong Casablanca” yg mcm dalam filem Indo yg seram tu. Huhuhu. But the hotel was great. I’m not sure whether it’s a 4 or 5 star hotel but it surely does look like 5 star hotel to me. With the great location, great room and service, it’s worth all the money I’ve spent.

Maybe some of you might wonder why I was travelling there alone all of a sudden. Hahaha. Well, for me sometimes I have to be alone for me to really think about my life. I can call this trip as a getaway trip from some issues I’m facing currently. It’s not mencari ketenangan trip. It’s more like to gain strength in myself to pursue further of what I’m doing right now. Not only that, there are some other issues which I can’t tell you.

Actually, when I got back from Pulau Redang, I feel weird about my health. I feel very weak everyday. The worst thing is I can’t do my job properly. I can’t focus in anything that I do. My mind is elsewhere but even myself could not understand what happened. And some more, my inner strength also became weak and my mind doesn’t think properly.

Then, last week I got a job interview. A job that I guess it would be a dream job for some of us. A job that requires to travel with a team to certain places for a week or two or even 2 – 3 months without going back home. Accommodation, transportation and foods all covered by the company. And some more, can get allowances everyday when working outstation. From my calculation, the salary including allowances is more than my current salary. However, I guess I want to reject the offer. Why? It’s a one year contract and will be renewed each year. That what makes me turned down the offer.

So, back to the trip, when I feel weak, the new job offer and some other issues, all of a sudden I said to myself I need a getaway trip from all these. I really need to spend time alone without thinking about these issues and such. I have to reset my mind and my health to get back on track.

When I was in Jakarta, I was happy. Hopping from shopping malls to another shopping malls by taxi. While in taxi, I observed everything from inside the taxi and somehow makes me think about something. I feel much relax even I was stucked in a very bad traffic jammed on saturday evening due to a demo on petrol price hike. I didn’t do much of shopping, but somehow I did buy something for myself. Some people said that by do some shoppings, we can feel much better and relax. But that cannot always happen la kan. But I do agree with that. When I do my shoppings over there, I felt great, I feel relieved.

And guess what, I bought 15 CDs of Indonesian band/singer. Hahahaha…Banyak sangat sampai taktau mana satu nak dengar dulu. And also I bought 2 Hard Rock T-shirts as usual and 2 Nautica T-shirts. Souvenir nggak ya bapak2 dan ibuk2 sekalian. Next time maybe.. :p

And now, I’m back to reality. Hope everything will be ok. Next weekend I’ll be flying to Kuching for wedding. Then, I might fly back to Jakarta as next month ada The Jakarta Great Sale. Then, on July, I’ll be flying back to Kuching again. Hahaha…pokai aku…

Whatever it is, to solve a problem, you gotta face it. Not running away from it.

…melawan kesepian…

Hi guys,

Currently I’m not in Malaysia for a while. Need some space alone. I’ll be in Jakarta till next week.

So, enjoy your Wesak Day holidays. Have a nice weekend!

..and Happy Teacher’s Day!

Till we meet again…Salam..

Duhai apakah gerangan budi balasan
Bagi insan melahirkan, membesarkan

Bercucuran airmata bila mengenangkan
Betapakah besar budi ibunda berikan
Siang malam menderita
Hingga entah bila
Sungguh besar pengorbanan
Ibunda berikan

Tiada bahagia jika tiada
Doa puja restu
Syurga itu di telapak kaki ibu

nyanyian Aisyah…

It was a great great gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeaaatttttttt vacation. 13 of us went to Pulau Redang and it was havoc and fun! Sangat2 lah lawak diorang nih. Hahaha. Kitorang dok kat Redang Lagoon Chalet @ Pasir Panjang. Sangat2 best ok. For RM420 (including ferry, accommodation, foods & snorkeling) …worth every cents!

Sila tunggu report dan tunggu gambar2 lain! I’m very busy right now. Till then…sila tgk gambar bawah ni..aku tgh snorkeling..huahuahua…thanks to Ezwan & his camera…